We have been joking all weekend that the three of us are the sisterhood of the traveling pants. I think I should be America Ferrara because I'm the fattest, but I ended up being Tibby. (lol) we still haven't actually bought the pants, but I'm sure we're going to find them.
In Greece, they give you free alcohol and dessert with every meal (calorie bomb) so we've just been getting drunk the whole time we've been here. Last night we went "clubbing" in the approximately 5 bars and clubs that are open in the off-season. We made friends with one of the club promoters, he was from close to where I live in the US. Long story short, I ended up not paying for anything last night, including the hotel room the promoter got for us.
He called me sexy, and I was so drunk I almost felt confident naked. He was so jacked and gorgeous with this deep tan skin. I have no idea if he has a girlfriend or anything, or how often he does that sort of thing. But whatever. Insecurities aside, it was a good night to be young and on vacation in a warm place.
One night stands are already getting old and I'm only 19. I want a healthy relationship so badly, but I can't imagine that ever happening for me. All I do is sleep around and feel like shit. I'm so insecure that anyone could really have me, isn't that the definition of pathetic?
Also on this trip I wore my very first bikini on Saturday. It is a black bottom and a pink polka dot bandeau on top. I like it, and I'm glad these are the people I'm with for this experience. I don't know if I'll wear it in the states, but at least I own one now.
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