These size 6R American Eagle "super skinny" jeans are cutting into my fat rolls. This pair fit me fine at 130 and even 138, but started to get uncomfortable after I got past 140 and then 145. 148 this morning, I am a disgrace.
I joined a gym that's just down the street but I've used it no more than 5 times so far. I have to cancel it for my finances sake, it's dumb to pay for something I almost never use.
Yesterday and the day before were lost days. My city was sent back into lock down mode because of yet another snow storm. So I spent all day monday with my boyfriend, watching movies and having sex and eating pizza and chinese. Tuesday I was alone, but I repeated monday's activities except for the sex. Now, two days later I am awakening from my hazy marathon binge and I feel awful about myself. why do I keep doing this?
I cannot wait for summer to come.
Have you got any exercise equipment at home? As far as finances go, I love my aerobic step. It was maybe $40AUD and isn't going to break anytime soon, plus it's probably the most intense cardio I get except for the elliptical.
ReplyDeleteI hope the rest of the week is better for you. Take care <3
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It's going to be okay. I'm so sorry. Hang in there and take care of yourself.
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you'll be okay, girl. just give yourself time. congrats on the boyfriend, dunno if i've said that yet :) probably not since i've been MIA (sorrry) <3 but he sounds totally cute. take care, jax xx text me if you're ever bored~ i'm still here for you.
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