I have a "boyfriend". I broke up with him last summer, and then I broke up with him again a few weeks after that. Then we got back together. Then we planned to move in together and I got cold feet and called the whole thing off. Then he came to see me anyway and we've been out to dinner 4 times in the past 6 days. I don't really want to be with him, I want to see other people. But also he's very good to me and it's hard for me to imagine anyone wanting to be with me at my current weight.
I keep thinking to myself "I'll do that when I'm thin." But time is moving fast, and I'm not sure how much longer I can wait.
Joined a gym a few days ago. I ran on the treadmill yesterday and the day before that. Last night I swam laps in the pool. I ate vegetables for breakfast, but I'm having pizza for lunch, so idk. Still 145lbs.
Don't make that mistake - ending up with someone just because you think you'll never find someone else, who is better. I fell into that trap and it cost me a life in the US and years of grief.
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