A chaotic buzz has taken over my head. I can't get anything done. I think about pointless means and ends, never finishing anything. I'm trying not to, but I'm getting irrationally upset way more often than I should. I wish I had the drive to just get things done and move on. But I keep letting things go and making them more stressful than they ought to be.
Case and point, I can't stay on topic long enough to finish this blog post. I know I wanted to write about something, but the chaos has taken me over. I just want to cry myself to sleep and just not wake up. I don't want to deal, even if it's just easy things.
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