...and I can't wait!!! love that kid <3
I had a big lunch yesterday, a chicken panini with fries. and then chocolate cake for dessert. but! that's all I ate all day so I feel a little better. I was out for lunch with my girl friends for someone's birthday. it was nice to see them, but I ended up eating more than I wanted to. like 850 cal :/ when I'm happy I think I eat too much. but then again I do that when I'm sad or lonely too. ahh emotions... they have a way of making me fat.
I went swimming with my brother's friends yesterday. It was really fun. (and I got to burn some of my lunch off!) I love his one friend, this girl called Birdie. and she seriously is a bird. She's the skinniest little thing you ever saw but she eats like the boys she hangs out with. Plus she's hysterically funny so she's a whole barrel of fun to be with. I hope my brother and her end up falling in love so she can be my sister :)
Then I had my doctor's appointment. blehhh. I was 62.7 inches and 137.4 pounds. And then the stupid doctor had the gall to give me a speech about the freshman 15. She was like "you've lost over 10 pounds since I last saw you in February. That's great, but you'll probably gain it all back in freshman year." ughhh. I hate her. And she's sending me to a stupid dermatologist cause of my mum. I hate doctors!! And I think you guys were right about the doctor scale. I had my clothes on so I was probably more like 135. whatever. screw her.
I'm at the house of my favorite family in the world right now. I had granola for breakfast (ah well, can't always win.) and I'm hoping to get away with a super light lunch. then I'll be home after dinner. So hopefully this will be around 600 calories today.
much love to all of you, darlings!
ps- if you have settings to keep out under 18's, please take them down. I miss reading your blogs since the new setting went up
Psssh... Screw the doctor. What does she know? (Pretend she doesn't have a doctorate for a minute. lol) Clothing definitely adds, I have proven this to myself time and again, because I get kind of paranoid about that stuff. I think the freshman 15 only applies to people who get really lazy and stuff their faces all the time. If you're as focused about losing weight when you start classes as you are now then you shouldn't have a problem with it. I start August 15th and I think I will do just fine (as long as I don't eat the cafeteria food regularly - it's so delicious, but so fattening). Swimming is fun, but I rarely do it because I am not yet in a comfort zone with my body. I think in another 20-30 lb I will feel a lot better about it.
ReplyDeletewwwooowww. screw her! hahah
ReplyDeleteI'm going to community college for a year then I'm going to go live at school and I plan on losing or maintaining in college. fuck the freshman fifteen, 'doctor' haha and I'll be so poor as a student all I'll buy is sparkling ice's and freaking baby spinach leaves Lol(:
Oh and thats great your little love is coming backk!
Sorry for my rant!
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i hate doctors. i went to one yesterday because i thought i had an ear infection and it was annoying the fuck outta me. and darling, freshamn fifteen is no match against your awesome awesomeness abilities! lol. your doing a lot better than the last time i checked in. stay lovely. <3
ReplyDeleteMost people do end up eating more when they're happy or out with friends. There's something about being around other people that makes you want to eat more. I can't stand those little skinny girls who can eat anything and still lose be so skinny! I look at food and gain weight! Why can't I be one of them?
ReplyDeleteYeah, screw that doctor! So what if tons of people (myself included) gained the freshman 15- you're freshman 15 can be the 15 lbs you'll lose your freshman year! :)
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