Ma amie de la France arrivera demain. Elle s'appelle Joannie. Je suis nerveux parce que mon francais n'est pas bon. mais, Joannie at moi avons parle depuis 2009, ansi je sais qu'elle est une fille gentille. Mon pere et ma famille sommes tres hereaux, mais mon pere veux que le maison est super nettoyage. Nous allons avoir de plaisir et j'ai prepare pour une longtemps. My pen pal from France comes tomorrow. Her name is Joannie. I'm nervous because my french isn't good. but, Joannie and I have been talking since 2009, so I know she's a nice girl. My dad and my family are very excited but my dad wants the house super clean. We will have fun and I have been planning for a long time.
Anyway. onto all my boy issues :P
I had a nice day today. ate too much, but it was a good day despite that. I am so in love with boy. It's as if he's this whole other world I can just disappear into. He takes away all the parts of me that hate my body and is so lonely I want to cry all day long. He makes me happy. Tonight we went pretty far physically. I thought that at this point I would be freaking out and want to get out of the relationship, but I'm fine. I was lying there in his lap after everything and he whispered that he loved me. He said it before, but it just felt so complete this time. I just wish I had a few more days to disappear into him before Joannie comes.
And then there's the college issue. I'm leaving in a few weeks. that means things are going to be over between the two of us. I don't know if I can deal with that. I feel like I'll never find this happy place again without him. that sucks.
ciao, mes chers
lol, your french is funny, but it's great! hope you have fun!
ReplyDelete...my only piece of advice is not to get too caught up with one boy, you saw how that worked out for me lol. But really, the key is to be happy alone before you're happy with someone else. Which is a HUGE challenge, I know. Anyway, I think it's soooo cool that you have a French pen pal visiting you. You seriously have no idea how jealous I am!
ReplyDeleteHave a great day girl!!
"your french is funny" hahahaha that made me laugh.. because I was so impressed that I could read almost all of the french section.. but I'm guessing you're at about the same level as I am in the language and that's why! Have fun while your pen pal is there and don't worry about connor until you have to <3 G
ReplyDeleteI'm studying french right now, I love how pretty the language is! It's so awesome that your French pen pal is coming to see you, I know you'll both have an amazing time. Maybe if he goes to a college close enough to yours, you could visit each other. Enjoy the rest of the summer with him, I'm glad he makes you happy. (:
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