I haven't eaten a bite of anything since yesterday at 2pm. But I'm not hungry, so I'm not going to go out of my way to find something to eat.
The only reason I'm writing this here is because I feel proud. And the fact that I feel proud makes me really sad. I'm supposed to just eat when I'm hungry and try to be as healthy as possible, not find my self worth in how long I can go without food. I don't want to think about this bullshit anymore.
its an ill kind of pride, but it exist within all of us, unfortunately. i hope you've been doing well the past week. you deserve it, pretty lady. (:
ReplyDeletestay lovely. <3