Wednesday, December 26, 2012

tis the season

Happy Holidays. or should I say Happy Junk Food Season? (I haven't been doing very well with food)

But I'm more stressed out about money than I am about the eating thing. After all, I only started tracking my money about a year ago, I've been tracking calories for 4 years now. doesn't that feel slightly sad to you? that I'm so obsessed with counting calories, but I don't care about myself enough to just lose the effing weight.

I love being home. I love my puppy and my family and the lights and my comfy bed. but I miss the city, and I miss being at college. the last month was spent smoking and drinking and sleeping around, and I want to go back to that. it was terribly unproductive, but gosh, it was fun.
also, I walk a lot less when I'm home. when I'm in the city I probably walk around two miles on the average day. here, everything is too far apart or there is no side walk, so driving is the only choice.


2 comments:

  1. i wish more people walked where i live. it doesnt help that my parents moved 30 minutes away from all my friends and i have to drive there every day to see them so walking isnt even close to an option. :P but! hope you had an awesome christmas!

    stay lovely. <3

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  2. I often find myself torn between two places; the comfort of home but the productiveness of being at university. A balance would be nice.
    Hope you had a lovely Christmas.

    xx

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