Tuesday, September 9, 2014
A little optimism
Somehow, by some miracle, I've been binge-free since last friday. That's 10 days! I feel so fantastic, I can't even say. This has been a plague of mine for 13 years, which, not so coincidentally, is also the number of years since my mom died. It's kind of odd to type something like that out onto this white space. I have a problem that I've been embarrassed about since I was 8 years old. I binge eat and that's the thing I hate the most about myself, and I hate a lot of things about myself. And finally that I'm feeling just a little control over this behavior is so liberating. It's like if I could solve this than I could do anything.
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Well done! That's a great achievement. You're doing so well. I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I lost my dad 18 years ago and it's never stopped hurting.
ReplyDeleteKeep up the good work <3 xx