Decided that I need to join a gym. I think I'll feel better if I start working out and eating better. So I'm going to try and go carb-free for a few days to see how I like it. Unfortunately I eat mainly carbs so it's going to be a bit hard to find new foods. But I think I can do it if I don't over think the whole thing.
L and I have been sleeping together lately. Spending a lot of time making playlists and smoking pot and talking about where we want to travel. He makes me so happy, but he still hasn't broken up with his girlfriend. Part of me never even expects him to. I'm not worth it for him to end that relationship, I'm a distraction, a blip on his radar, a nothing.
School work hasn't beaten me down too badly yet. I'm up to date on all my classes and I think I'm going to pass all of them this semester. Tomorrow I'm going to a climate change talk and there's going to be a senator there. I really can't wait to write about it.
Talking with my roommates the other day about it, I realized that I really want to be an activist. Or maybe a scientist. But climate change is really important to me, and I want to do something to help save the environment. I don't know what yet, but something.
it sounds like you're doing fairly well, jax. i hope you are, friend. take care xx <3
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