Prom

So I went to the junior prom. I got my hair done (awful experience) and my nails. Then I put on way too much make-up and put on my heels and put on my red dress.
As I write this I'm trying to sound excited about it. But I was just looking at pictures and I look 100 percent disgusting. Yuck.

But last night I felt gorgeous. I felt pretty at least even if I looked bad. I had a great time taking pictures and eating food. Vishwa was really sweet and we had a really nice time.

We slow danced and danced fast. They did La Vie en Rose and it was beautiful. It got to another slow song, they did Forever Young. Then near the end of the song he leaned in and asked me "would you go out with me?". I said yes. I still can't believe it. after that we we fast danced we held hands or he put his hands on my stomach. At some point he was standing right behind me and he put his arms around my waist and his cheek to mine. We just stayed there and it was lovely. Then I think he tried to kiss me, I turned me head and he kissed my cheek. I just wasn't ready. It was so strange to think that he might actually like me that way. not just talking to but also in a physical way. I don't get why he would, there are tons of prettier girls out there.

I think the sweetest part was that he was so nervous. Like I was someone to be nervous about. So I guess that means we're dating or something. (some how I cannot stomach the words for bf or gf, so I won't type them out)Then my dad wouldn't let me sleep over and I was bummed out. It was sad. No after party for me =(

But today was Carversville Day, so we went to see Wade and Megan, who work there. It was fun even though it rained. He bought me lunch which was nice, but I was so uncomfortable. I felt so stupid all day, but somehow I managed to have a good time. Just swallow your insecurities and live.