pausing

flirting at the art museum

another vlog!

I'm in a better mood today. sorry about the past few days.

I'll tell you how the evening went tomorrow
have a nice thursday, my loves!

two posts

.... and one is a video!!

the new blogs I talked about in my vlog:

clear girl

missinsanity

I have a date in about an hour. my last date with my boyfriend. I don't know how to handle this. Last night I was at his house and we just laid on his couch in the rainy weather watching movies and talking. For a long time though, we just sat and held each other.
He seems genuinely upset to be splitting up with me. And I know I'm upset to leave him. it's just one of those self conscious things that when he says "I'm going to miss you" I still have the urge to ask "why?" The part of me that hates the whole of me can't fathom why anyone would call me beautiful; it's a lot more natural to wonder why anyone can tolerate my presence than them missing when I'm not around.
I'm doing 500 calories a day until I move in. I saved today's for dinner tonight. yay for being hungry :/

only 1 month till my birthday

I've missed you all dearly. hopefully someone out there is still interested in what I have to say

I'll be back friday night

and I decided not to talk about the biggest thing on my mind. I don't like crying in front of people. so yeah :/

vlog 2

thanks for watching, it got a bit lengthy. lots of love to all of you, pretties.

va-va-vlog

vlog post numero uno. sorry I sound a little snow white there at the beginning. and I sorta rambled... but I hope you guys like it.

lots of love!