Friday, August 26, 2011

two posts

.... and one is a video!!

the new blogs I talked about in my vlog:
clear girl
missinsanity


I have a date in about an hour. my last date with my boyfriend. I don't know how to handle this. Last night I was at his house and we just laid on his couch in the rainy weather watching movies and talking. For a long time though, we just sat and held each other.
He seems genuinely upset to be splitting up with me. And I know I'm upset to leave him. it's just one of those self conscious things that when he says "I'm going to miss you" I still have the urge to ask "why?" The part of me that hates the whole of me can't fathom why anyone would call me beautiful; it's a lot more natural to wonder why anyone can tolerate my presence than them missing when I'm not around.
I'm doing 500 calories a day until I move in. I saved today's for dinner tonight. yay for being hungry :/
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  1. MegAugust 27, 2011 at 11:07 AM

    Oh, I am sorry about the boy situation :/ This part of moving to college really sucks.
    I hope you will have a wonderful time there though!
    Feel better, dear!
    Love

    ~ Meg

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  2. Clear GirlAugust 27, 2011 at 7:37 PM

    Aw thanks darlin'

    you are so cute! I'm sorry you have to say goodbye to the boyfriend, regardless of how impossible it seems now, you'll get through it eventually.

    <3

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