Wednesday, August 17, 2011

a sad post

i think i'm a diet fail.

i ate:
an apple
1/2 c blueberries
some goldfish crackers
1/2 c pasta
1/3 c ice cream

so the first two items are okay. but the last three are not. oh boy.

i don't feel okay and i don't know what's wrong. it could be the boyfriend. or leaving. or not eating enough (even though i fail at my goals with that). or it could be friends who don't talk to me. or the loneliness of shopping for school supplies without a nagging mother. or having Joannie gone. or maybe i'm sad naturally. i don't really know.

i wish i were better than this.

4 comments:

  1. Awww *big hugs* I'm sorry you're not feeling well. Just don't give up hope. You might find leaving for college to be a really fun, positive experience. Plus it will give you more freedom from your parents ^^ I hope you make some good friends there.

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  2. Ahhh I've been feeling the same way lately. Down and I don't really know why. I hope you start feeling better///

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  3. Believe me, your intake wasn't that bad at all.
    I'm sorry you feel this way. Unfortunately, our eating habits and loneliness often come hand in hand.
    Love

    ~ Meg

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  4. Don't be too hard on yourself, your intake was waaay smaller than my terrible binge today. I'm proud of you, I really am. It's difficult not to eat more than 1/3 a cup of ice cream, you definitely have self-control. I hope you have a lovely day! <3

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