So I've been dumped. Prateek has basically decided he doesn't want to be my friend any more. He hasn't texted me out of his own free will in a few weeks and he is reluctant ever to say hi to me. When I text him which I hardly do he responds with one or two word answers. It's almost mean.
one reason could be that he is really angry at me for reasons I don't know. I might have done something to piss him off or hurt him bad enough that he wants to just cut me off completely. I don't know. Or he is doing what he said months and months ago which was to cut me off and make me mad at him so it wouldn't hurt so much when he leaves. In that case, which I really wish was true (because then he would care about me) he shouldn't. If he's doing it out of protection this also hurts really bad. One of the things in my life I have a really hard time with is people leaving or fritzing out on me when I most need them. I try to trust people and I give them everything but they always let me down. I thought Prateek was different, but I guess not.
I told him I wanted to see him sometime this week to hang out one last time before I leave and he moves. but then he acted like he really didn't want to. He said he would but he was so sassy about it and so reluctant. I lied and told him I'm busy when he asked about coming to see me.
Maybe I'm over reacting. That's completely a possibility also. And normally I'd call Prateek with this sort of issue and get some support since he is my guy and my most sturdy shoulder to lean on, but he doesn't want that anymore. He doesn't want me anymore.
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