So I'm back from camp. I'm clean and tired. And incredibly bored and lonely.
Vishwa is busy all weekend. So I don't get to see him. I really wanted to. So I could remember why I like him. When we're apart I doubt everything. but all that doubt goes away when he's there. I feel like Emma Darwin.
I've had a Jesus overdose this week. and I'm back for round two on Sunday night. I think I believe in God but I don't know about the whole answering prayer thing. I really want there to be a heaven, but I'm not sure I'm interested in going. I kind of want it to just be clean and done. That's all I could think about Wednesday afternoon. I just wanted to be gone so badly. Kids and other counselors kept asking me what was wrong. apparently I'm bad at wearing a mask. I told them all that I was tired.
But it's an Appplebee's weekend. AP Euro party!
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