Tuesday, December 6, 2011

i need this again

walking home from work, i was thinking that maybe i'd be happy just staying this weight for a while. maybe it wouldn't be so bad to just be 143 until i find some real motivation. no reason to beat myself up.
but then i passed a reflective window and decided against giving up. i need to be thinner.

work outs start in the morning, ladies.

my dad's been pressuring me to find a job over break, even though i know it's not gonna happen. i'll probs just babysit or something and call it a day. so i'm gonna make working out my full time job, and devote my love of food to smoothies and low-cal soups. good plan? i think so.

i know i'll be so much happier avoiding the christmas cookies than eating them, so why waste the calories?

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4 comments:

  1. Judith MarieDecember 6, 2011 at 1:06 PM

    Good luck on the workouts! Also, if you work that will distract from eating so that's always an upside!
    You sound cheerier my girl! Chin up and things will be fine!

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  2. Olivia LeeDecember 6, 2011 at 2:04 PM

    I know the feeling. The want to get better, then the need to be thin. Much love doll, and don't be frightened by my crazy lol, I swear I'm generally not violent.

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  3. becca;December 6, 2011 at 2:43 PM

    i totally understand the feeling...the desire to be 'normal' but still wanting to be thin, it never really works! stay strong, xo.

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  4. Clear GirlDecember 6, 2011 at 6:46 PM

    Yay for working out! It seems important to remind yourself of how much better weight loss feels then... anything else. Yum, smoothie... <3

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