I know it was me that broke it off, but it still hurts really bad. He didn't even bother asking if we could try and work it out. He didn't want to give it any effort at all. Part of me wonders if perhaps it was because once my initial charm wore off he realized how ugly I am and how painfully sad I can be sometimes. I hate break-ups.
In typical break-up fashion I ate an entire pint of fro yo. I feel like such a pathetic fat ass.
to the anon (A?D?): I write this blog because the people here actually read what I write and then write back to me and make me feel like they care. I care about them and it's nice to be acknowledged in my life for a change. If I had friends in real life that I could trust to not just disappear, then maybe I wouldn't write here. But I have grown to love the girls here, and consider them to be true and loyal friends- even if what we encourage in each other isn't exactly healthy.
Oh sweetheart, break ups are awful. But overall was it for the best?
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon.
Always here if you need me.
xx
It'll be alright darling, you'll be back on your feet before you know it.
ReplyDeleteOh hun! yeah, even if you're the one who ends it, it still hurts eh. Still, if you chose to do it, then I trust it's the best thing to do. Don't think too much on him not wanting to work it out. He probably also sense things weren't going totally smoothly. Or just wanted to give you what you want. Also, wanting to work things out would have made things much more difficult.
ReplyDeleteYou'll feel better with time! And I feel the same about these blogs. You girls are some of my best and most supportive friends!
Aw jack, you'll be on your feet and fierce soon. Let this one roll off your back, it obviously wasn't meant to be. Throw yourself into something else (weigh loss, schoolwork, friends.. Not food.) and you'll forget about the prep in no time.
ReplyDeleteStay strong lovey. xxx