honestly. I'm disgusting. I am so fucking disgusting. LKGJOEWURAHBVJAEJBEUAIV!!! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!
I ate wayyy too much today. and I didn't go to the gym. I was feeling so good this morning that I unfollowed all the thinspo blogs on tumblr that I used to follow. Then just now my roommate put up a really unflattering picture of me on facebook. So I drank a ton of water and took some laxies (because I'm far too wimpy and pathetic to purge. I suck at everything)
I am so fat! and I can't do anything right. and I'm crying, too, apparently I'm just too weak to hold it together.
Yes. Just.. yes. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck my life. But, seriously, you can do this. Yup. Have to. Obviously.
ReplyDeleteExactly where I am.
ReplyDeleteyeah, i can't resist binging either.
ReplyDeletethat wasnt very nice of your roomie...ask her to delete it!!
ReplyDelete*hug*? :( Sorry you are feeling shitty :( I'm feeling the same today.
ReplyDelete*hugs*
ReplyDeleteAw.
I am sorry you are having that kind of a day.
Hang in there love.
Things will get better.
Stay positive, stay beautiful. <3