Same old

Had to use a flashlight to read what the scale said yesterday, the power was out again. So I did my happy dance in the dark- just under 60kgs, 130lbs! If this scale is to be believed, that means I'm only 5 pounds away from my lowest weight since middle school.

My host mom has noticed, she told me I look "mas flaca, bastante bastante bastante." thinner, much much much thinner. She was exaggerating, but it made me feel all glowy and happy inside. I want more people to notice, and I want to keep losing. I can't wait til I'm comfortably within the 120's.

Host sister is pissing me off more than usual. Today I was watching tv on my computer and she barges in and asks me to pull up some pictures for ideas for her costume. I do what she asks, and then about ten minutes in I get frustrated with her and say "I'm trying to watch something." She gives me a passive aggressive retort that's supposed to make me feel guilty, but I don't. So far every time she's pulled that shit on me I've responded to it, but I won't anymore. She's a spoiled little girl and I'm not going to treat her the way she's used to being treated. Hell no.

Still haven't come up with any plans for my October break, but I need to get out of Cartagena for a while. Doing the same old stuff all the time is driving me crazy. And all I really want is to relax and eat in restaurants and take a million sun-drenched photographs.