sorry for that uber long rant yesterday. I just needed to say everything all at once I think.
today was terrible on calories. I had well over 2,000, the worst in a long time. I started crying over it and then went for a teary bike ride and did 20 minutes of cardio after that. I think I'll do weights in the morning. And I'm doing a 300 calorie tuesday. I need to believe I can turn this around so days like this don't kill me.
bathing suit season has come and I still don't have the body I was wishing for. I hope I can have it by the time I have to make my skinny first impressions on my first day of school in september. and I want at least one day on the beach of not feeling like a whale :/
I need to think happier.

lets stay positive. positivity leads to success. we CAN do this. <3
ReplyDeleteI hate days like that. They make you feel so down. But you can recover. You can do this :)
ReplyDeleteStay positive! You can do it!
ReplyDeleteYou may not have the body you want- yet. "Yet" is the key word. You may not have it now, but you will soon as long as you keep going and don't give up!
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Don't be too hard on yourself, the important thing is that you are working towards your goals and you WILL get there. (: Good luck and stay beautiful! You have my support!
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