the weight of a thousand daily howsitgoing?good's are crushing me.
Today was an awful day. I literally cried 5 times. (and I almost never use the word literally. that's how bad today is.)
I don't know why I write here anymore. It's not as if I'm successfully dieting or anything, or like I'm commenting and being a good part of the community.
I also don't know why I'm in school anymore. I hate it here and I always feel like less of a person. I don't think I was meant to be a journalist. I'm more meant to serve food and be invisible. when did I ever think that I was good enough to be important? I'm just so stupid.
You are not stupid! And you are important. As a fellow Jackie, I know what you are going through. There will be good and bad days. Just believe in yourself and take it one day at a time. I believe in you and think you will be an amazing journalist. This profession need more people who care. Take care and don't be so hard on yourself!
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