I ate crap today.strawberries: 46
cereal: 120
chips: 244
dip: 30
pizza: 238
sweet tea: 163
ice cream: 257
jogging: -93
total: 1,005
I went to a friend's house and we ate crap and I didn't bother to make an excuse. Not that I would look weird, I just didn't want to be the one not eating the food. I just wanted to fit in, so I did.
and now I regret it. I weighed in at 155 this morning, which is a bit lower than last week. I haven't seen any loss for ages, so I was thrilled. ( I still can't believe how high my weight is. it's humiliating.) Now it'll probably go up again.
my sister asked me to go running with her. she's pre-training for sports. I secretly do a lot of her workouts when she's not home anyway, but I said no because I'm embarrassed about how slow I am and the tiny amount of endurance I have. it's just so pathetic. Then I started to tear up, she called me weird, and left the room.
no word yet from the train job. no one wants to hire me. I'm doomed.
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