I found out today that things are worse than I thought. And that John is clinically depressed. later on in the day I wrote John a note saying that we should talk and I asked him for his forgiveness. I left it on him computer but I don't know if he got it.
My dad is moving into the office and for the first time he thinks that me living with a friend is a good idea. It was a shaky day. on the trip to Church my sister asked me if I would return to normal when we moved back home. It broke my heart that she would think I was depressed.
Then at the Robert's BBQ dad got a call from Emily. She wanted us to come home quickly. He was whispering with Mrs. Roberts and all he will tell me is that John is in trouble. suicide attempt?
I'm shaking and my heart is beating so fast.
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