I've been neglecting this. I don't know if that's bad or not. But on the bright side I have been awfully healthy lately. I've biked to the moon and back in the past few days. today I went biking down a highway with almost no median in the dark and was almost hit. Just after it happened I thought "I suppose that wouldn't be the worst way to go". I thought I was getting better. The past few weeks I've been pretty happy despite school starting and the Prateek thing. But after the bike ride I feel like listening to depressing music and leaning too far out the window just to feel that danger again.
I feel a lot better about Vishwa at the moment. I feel like I'm comfortable and like maybe things will be fun for a while longer. I just hope that I'm not ruining the start of this new chapter for him. I haven't figured out yet how not to be complaining and naggy without feeling like I don't matter. I need to find a charisma and a new attitude.
I still haven't started recording. Half out of laziness half out of fear that I won't be good enough. I also really want to get these cupcake books with super cute cupcakes in them. I want a lot of things.
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