Cancelled

I'm going out of my mind. All my plans are cancelled and I have nothing to do. I feel like I want to cry. I was going to go to a concert and then it got cancelled. great. I was going to go shopping and that got cancelled. great. I am so bored. Either people are too busy for me, or I can't trust them. I had to lie to get out of doing something with Maggie because she is apparently a compulsive liar and I don't know yet what I want to do. On the one hand, she never did anything to me, but on the other, she made up some pretty shocking and horrible things to other people. how can you trust someone like that? So we'll see how things go. But for now, I'm losing my sanity in this limbo.