I always end up with the same dumb frat guys. always the same ones. the ones who like me I either don't like or we made things awkward a long time ago when we hooked up. and then there are the rest of them. the ones who don't give two flying fucks about me. to them, I'm the fat girl who always hangs who they wish wouldn't.
maybe if I get down to 130 again they'll look in my direction. maybe if I get down to 118 they'll talk to me. maybe if I get bellow 110 they'll even seek me out. or maybe I'll always be too weird. but definitely I'm making this too big or a deal.
before that dumb party I actually had a great day. despite the rain I got interviews done for class, had the premiere of my radio show, and had a great time at my internship. if only everyday could be more like that.
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