school has started, and I'm off to my sophomore year. I feel a lot more confident coming into school this time, less unsure and more at home. that being said, I cried when my father was saying goodbye to me, and felt a pit of uneasiness and lonely sadness settling into stomach. I like seeing friends, I like living in the city, I like going to school, but all I wanted after my dad left was for him to turn around and bring me home.
I feel better today, less sad and less uneasy. a good night's sleep and a clean room made waking up easier. and now I feel even better, and guess why? I got hired at for an internship only a few blocks away.
it's a blogging and social media gig, and I think I might actually be good at this. my new boss said he was surprised by how good my writing was for a sophomore. I don't know what sophomores he was reading, but I don't think mine is really anything special. but anyway, the point is that I have at least one good thing happening in my life this semester, and I'm hoping that I'll find more things, too.
I ate crap while we were driving to the city, and the only exercise I've been getting has been carrying boxes from place to place. but I'm still staying on my plateau, so I guess no damage done. I need to sign up for the gym as soon as possible, and get back to my pilates. I know the only way I'm going to get down to my goal weight is if I eat really clean and the perfect amount and do lots of exercise.
so, here we go. let's do this.
YAAAAAY! well done about the internship - that's really good :) i know exactly how you feel about being left at school, i always feel the same, but our parents are always at the end of the phone if we need them :) i hope you're okay, xo.
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