ranting

it's really late for me and I need to go to sleep, but I just needed to write. do you ever get that feeling? that you just have to get the words out?

back story- on saturday night I went out with two of my friends. I met up with them at one girl's apartment, which is in a sketch part of the city and I went by myself to meet them because the girl I was going to go with, didn't want to go out. so I go there, we pregame, and everything is fun. then we get to the party and she is there with my other friend who also said she didn't want to go out. so whatever, change of heart. then I drink too much and blah blah blah I get really shitty and throw up. I then spend the next day feeling terrible, and her only advice is to drink water, she has like zero sympathy.

so that's whatever, not a big deal at all. but then tonight, I'm saying how I need to hurry and write my essay so I can get a shower and go to sleep at a decent time. then she starts on me about getting work done earlier, and how I should have done more work over the weekend. I'm annoyed because I've been in class all day (until 10pm, mind you) and I do a lot more with my life than she does, so I have more on my plate. I say that I was really sick on sunday so I didn't get much done. and then she tells me I shouldn't get so shitty. that I'm going to get a bad reputation. like seriously? you're going to do that to me? never mind that we pledged together last semester and we live together. never mind that I am always there when you need to talk. I am so pissed at her judging. I know she's OCD and has a stick up her ass but that doesn't mean I have to be too.

Anyway. now that the rant is over, I'm going to sleep. I had a ton of work to do today and I got everything done (happiness!) and tomorrow I have 4 hours of class and six hours of work. gosh. what a long day. plus it's rush week so I have events for that as well.

I know I do this to myself, all the over-scheduling, but I feel like I controlled myself in not over signing up. I think I want to find a less frazzled career path, something more focused with less emailing involved.

oh the joys of journalism.

good night!