besides the obvious mile stones, I haven't changed since last year. read this post from Nov. 4 2010. my mindset is basically the same, and I'm still bad at poetry :P
thanks for the comments on the video. you are all so nice to take the time to listen and respond. I only wish I had better news to report back to you.
I went to Charlestown last night with my boyfriend. And then we watched the town, in order to freak us out even more than we were. Charlestown is tons nicer than they make it look in the movie. Or maybe I was in the wrong part. whatever the case, I had fun scaring myself and talking to prep.
I did great on intake yesterday- about 500 and I ran for 30 minutes. It was a good way to jump start the weekend. Today I've had yogurt and toast so far. And I'm proud of myself. I want to get back to being strong enough to water fast for 3 days. that's the goal right now- 72 hours. I've made it 62 before and I literally cried when I ate because I wanted to keep going. But I was getting close to the fainting stage and I was way too scared to carry on. But this time I will do it, I'll just sleep the last 10 hours of the fast or something. Not sure when I want to start it, but hopefully before Thanksgiving.
I hope you all have a lovely weekend. Enjoy the sunshine!
Just watched your last video post, you look so sad :(. You look a lot like my sister (who is beautiful), Even with the sad look on your face you're still stunning, that doesn't happen for a lot of people. Please be careful with the fasting <3 -G
ReplyDeletejackie, if you are bad at poetry, then i will be your poet. <3
ReplyDeletepride is such a beautiful emotion, a lot like a touch of glory as it is golden in colour and tastes worthiness and happiness at once.
i truly hope you aspire for your goal. a 72-hour fast is truly a remarkable accomplishment.
and i surely hope the sunshine smiles back at you. <3
simply, slowly, beautifully:
Sam Lupin
I feel so different in most ways than I did this time last year. I'm so much worse than I was last year which makes me happy. And that is sad lol.
ReplyDeleteTake care with your fast when you decide to start it.
xx