for my birthday my aunt took me to dinner and to go shopping. I bought new jeans at the gap, size 8a. last time I bought pants there I was at my low weight, and I was a 4a. really shows you what a difference 20 pounds can make.
but weirdly, I don't mind being a large size. I mean, of course I'd like to be a tiny little thing and fit into size zero, but I don't. I think it's good that I'm this size now, because when I fit into a size zero I want to feel like I deserve it. it wouldn't be fair to the small girls if a huge whale like me could fit into the same jeans they could. dress sizes are things you earn, not something you can just wish for and want.
has anyone ever seen girl, interrupted? it's about a girl in a mental hospital. winona ryder is the lead, and angelina jolie plays a big role as well. I had heard good things, but had never bothered to sit down and watch it. winona ryder looks really good in it.
maybe it's because of the short hair, but her body is so androgynous, something I've always wanted to be. little and thin without much of any kind of curve. unfortunately, I've got a booty to make black girls jealous. I'd rather be like my sister, but without her big boobs.
but seriously, I want to be her. it's official. well. or maybe emmy rossum, I'd be her in a heart beat as well.
happy monday, ladies.
I really like that movie. Winona looks awesome in it and angelina is so real she scares me in it.
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