went to the beach with my friends yesterday. it was nice to act like a normal teenager for a little while.
b- eggs, granola, grapefruit juice
l- half a chicken salad sandwich
s- fiber bar
d- half a caesar wrap
s- vodka, cranberry juice, ice tea, rum
so, as you can see, most of my calories were alcohol. which is just dumb, I really shouldn't have drunk anything. I should have just gone home and slept off my sunburn.
something weird but kind of wonderful has been happening lately. I eat like half a portion and then I feel uncomfortably full. I had to take two laxies yesterday after only half my dinner. I knew it wasn't a ton of food, but I just felt so full I had to take some.
I have two internship offers for the fall, which is nice. I don't know which one I'd like to take. but it feels good to have an option. I'd also really like to have a side job, where I can go and not eat and make money. the roots of my problem lie in having too much time to eat, I think.
day 18- weakness food
I have like a zillion. chips, ice cream, chocolate, cream cheese, granola bars, popcorn, fries, fried chicken, pretzels, crackers, pizza, peanut butter, pasta, cream sauce, fried shrimp, gummy bears, and probably a bunch of other things. I have a problem of loving junk food far too much.
day 19- last time you ate fast food
last week, when my dad brought home chick-fil-a when it was becoming a scandal. he was being a dumb ass but I should have controlled myself more. I had one of the chicken strips, which is 125 calories and a million grams of fat.
"weakness food" hahahhaha like there's just gonna be one... I've never noticed gains because of alcohol, I'm sure you won't either. Shots of vodka with diet coke is the lowest cal way to drink that I know of. You're lucky getting full so easily- pretty jealous. Congrats on the internships,that's so exciting!
ReplyDeleteouch, sunburn. be careful, friend. internship offers! plural. i'm impressed. also, i find that the best things in life are weird but kind of wonderful. don't you think? like willy wonka, peter pan, and pictures of airplanes mid-flight.
ReplyDeletenot so normal teenager doing normal teenage things with normal teenagers. hey! you could be a spy! (tell us, what do they do? and how!?) just kidding. :p glad you enjoyed the beach!