Tuesday, December 17, 2013

and beyonce has a new album

I love these boots, and boots like them, but my legs and ankles are just way too fat for them to ever look good. I think I need to lose at least 20 pounds within the next two months. Which is doable, if I stop binging on stupid shit everyday. Yesterday pasta, today pizza. It's never ending italian into my mouth and then out the same way. talk about disgusting. 

I talked to a therapist yesterday. It was really helpful to say out loud and without pressure what's been bothering me. To be honest about the fact that I've been on one long miserable cyclical diet since I was 16. That is so sad. 

Today was a wonderful day of last exams (at least its over,) shopping, and opening christmas gifts. I still haven't showered, but at least I'm warm and at home. I love my roommies, it was so nice to spend the day with them. 
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  1. missinsanity.December 18, 2013 at 7:46 AM

    i love boots like that too. i think they're cute, but still tomboyish enough for me to accept. and girl, of course you can lose 20 lbs in the next two months.

    i'm glad it was helpful, to talk to the therapist. that's good. at least it didn't feel like a waste of time. and congrats on finishing your exams, going shopping, and opening christmas gifts.

    who needs showers anyway? :) love ya, buddy. take care of yourself xx

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