For once when I said I'd be restricting last time I posted, I actually followed through. I've been aiming for under 1,000 everyday and I've gotten it most of the time. On my move-in day I went over by a lot, was around 1,600, but I was moving heavy boxes all day so I think it almost balanced out to an okay day. Yesterday I only had 629 calories; I had a yogurt and strawberry smoothie (158), a cheese stick and two pieces of sushi (162), and a chicken patty, snow peas, and hummus (309)
I woke up to a good weight this morning, 140.8 which is less than I was all of August. But I also feel like all the life was drained out of me. I had another smoothie this morning but my hands are shaking slightly and I have blurred vision. I hate being this hungry. I'm in compete restrict mode and everything that has to do with food and getting fatter seems slightly repulsive. I'm glad for this, as it makes reaching my goals easier, but I wish I was getting that hunger high and all the clarity I'm used to. I want to be 136 by this concert on the 14th. Besides hitting a major plateau, I know this could happen. It's completely in my power to lose 4 pounds in 9 days.
I really like my new apartment. It's located right near the train to school and it has lots of adorable little shops all around. Plus I love my housemates. The only bad thing is that we've been smoking a lot of weed which has made it harder for me to not eat. Once when we smoked I ended up eating too much cheese and crackers. I took some laxies and I think it's all better now.
Maybe tonight we will have people over to drink. I think that would be so much fun. I just have to be careful not to drink too many calories.
Wish me luck getting this goal :)
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