Monday, April 25, 2011

Pressure

So I've been going out with Boy for like 3 weeks I guess. And not even really going out but we're like involved so whatever. 3 weeks for all intents and purposes.
anyways. I'm in theater club and we do these student written one scene plays as a part of our spring festival. I wrote one two years ago and I'm always an actress. This year I got assigned to a play called "A Practice Proposal" and guess who's playing opposite me? Boy. can you say pressure? it's like, if I do it too serious or I seem like I like the play then I'm a clingy romantic crazy girl but if I laugh it off too much I might insult him by making him think that I find the idea of marrying him completely repulsive. I can't win. Can you tell I'm over thinking this?

Also, Boy got me this fancy chocolate for Easter. like, um, wtf? Was I supposed to know about this Easter gift exchange? ugh... pressure pressure pressure. I think the two of us have very different perceptions of casual high school dating....

I ate a strawberry for breakfast and 100 calories worth of pretzels for lunch and I'm trying to avoid dinner and all the chocolate that is around the house. With today's running and jump rope I think it'll be a negative day. horay! I need one after all the weight I've been gaining in the past week.

Hope you all had a lovely Easter!
Jackie

5 comments:

  1. Over analyzing sucks >.< I do it too, I'm sure you'll be fine dear

    ReplyDelete
  2. lol, I just realized, ana-lyzing.. yeah, dunno

    ReplyDelete
  3. Don't overanalyze, I'm sure you'll perform perfectly! :) He sounds so sweet, he's definitely a keeper! Good job on intake!

    ReplyDelete
  4. Aw man don't think about it too much. Stay in the moment, it is what it is now. Congrats on the negative day, I'm so jealous of that right now!

    ReplyDelete
  5. uh yeah, easter is not a holiday for mandatory casual dating gift exchange. Haha, maybe he just wanted to give you chocolate. much love and skinnies chica

    ReplyDelete