Tuesday, May 10, 2011

bathing suit

my bathing suit came in the mail today. barf. I look like a fucking hippo in a tube top. I ordered a tankini from delia's and oh my effing goodness it is being sent back. I hate my stomach and my love handles and my fatty touching thighs. ew ew ew.

I've been having terrible acid reflux the past two days. the good side of this is that I don't eat much when it's kicking in. But being me, I still managed to eat over 1,000 cals today and yesterday. I need to go on starvation diet and do like every work out on the planet if I'm ever going to look half decent this summer.

kill me, please, and do it before bathing suit season.



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4 comments:

  1. sofiaMay 11, 2011 at 1:27 AM

    i doubt you looked that bad, beautiful. <3 <3 but best of lucck!

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  2. Just MeMay 12, 2011 at 12:06 PM

    I'm sure you looked great. And hey, you wanted me to post my new blog link. Here it is: ThinOrNot.blogspot.com

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  3. americaneagleloveMay 14, 2011 at 11:40 PM

    I'm positive you looked amazing in your swimming suit! Maybe you should keep it for when you reach your goal weight. I love bikinis, but the insecurity makes me want to wear a one piece. Good luck on restriction! :)

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  4. AnonymousMay 15, 2011 at 10:14 AM

    I have no idea why... but I totally just read like your entire blog from the start to when you started losing weight and stuff. lol. You are an interesting person... And, this isn't a lie, I really think you have a very pretty face.
    :)

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