I ate 1900 calories today. And I only exercised off like 300 of them (yay me for running despite the rain). and it wasn't because I ate a big lunch to make a show so my friends wouldn't bring it up later. it was a stuff-my-face-with-a-bagel-and-cream-cheese-and-orange-juice-and-oreos-and-peanut-butter thing. I have been binging after school to deal with stress for the past 3 days. I hate it so much. I'm going to be a whale when bathing suit season rolls around.
oh and thanks for all the nice comments on the last post. you guys understand me so much better than my school friends. to clear up any confusion, they don't watch me eat, like all eyes on me type of thing but people glance at me more than the normal amount with that expression of 'is she hiding something...?' through the whole lunch period. it's annoying and forces me to actually eat the sandwich, not just tear it up and throw it out.
I need to find things to do after school to distract from stress and boredom eating. maybe I'll join a gym. tell everyone I've decided to be healthy. if only I could find the money.
Try not to stress too much about the amount of calories you ate. I had the same kind of day yesterday. But today is a new day and we can both do better today!
ReplyDeletethe gym thing is a good idea. because then theyll understand when you start eating healthier foods, and stuff. good luck, lovely. <3
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