Monday, May 23, 2011

finally

It was a good day. thank heavens. I don't think I could have handled another fail. I did two work outs, one 15 minutes and the other 25. I ate a total of 880 calories today, but they were all good calories so I'm proud of myself. So my net today was 395, which rocks.

I bought my prom shoes today and they're pretty high. My date is tall enough that I don't have to worry about being taller than him so I got to pick whichever shoes I wanted. Now I'll be like 5'5 at prom! I can't wait for prom night, it's gonna be super fun :)
I'm just nervous for pictures because my arms are gonna look fat :/

I've been obsessed with reading this tumblr page, but I can't follow it cause it's too ana for my friends to ever see. Some of them feel like a message from a warped twisted world I've never heard of. Others hit me with a pang because I could have written them myself.


much love, 
xx Jax

4 comments:

  1. Do your friends monitor your every move? I wouldn't worry about them! Just be you!

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  2. i read that page every day, and sometimes it scares me. and i suggest you get two tumblrs if you want to follow proana stuff, tis what i did. but now i go on my ana one more... derp. :P <3 stay lovely. im sure youlll look fantastic at prom.

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  3. That's awesome you had such a good day! Hopefully you will have many, many more good days to come! 880 calories is pretty good, so you should be proud of yourself! I agree with Sofia, maybe another, separate tumblr page would be good for you, that way you can follow whomever you chose without worrying about what anyone thinks. That's why I have to remain anonymous on both Blogger and Tumblr :)

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  4. Thank you so much for sharing that page! I'm really glad that you had a great day, you deserve it! :) I hope you have another lovely day tomorrow!

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