I got some new shampoo and I love it. it smells like acai berry (i don't know how to do the accents on my computer). yummmm
speaking of yum, I ate a ton of food today. and it was all delicious. well, except for the moment after when I burst into hysterics. the tears weren't so delicious. I need to stop the 1 day binge 3 day restrict cycle. it's making me crazy.
So I'm guess I'll be about 134 tomorrow morning. oh joy.
thanks for all the love on the last post. It means a lot. obviously I've been feeling pretty shitty lately with panic attacks and general self-hatred being the main culprits. so sorry if the title of the last post was harsh, I'm a bitch when I'm upset or tired.
considering a new diet... maybe.
it looks good, but a little hard. I might have to bump up the cals since I'm not strong enough to do it as is. but the timing is perfect. I think it's 30 days til prom. so if I followed this I might be able to get down to 125 by June 3 (prom night). hmmm. we'll see.
I just remembered, last year I got into a 1 day binge, 3 days restricting pattern and it made me so frustrated, even though I was losing weight, just not fast enough. Anyway, having an event like prom coming up is a great motivation and I know you can do this new diet! Good luck!
ReplyDeleteAcai berry is delicious, so I can imagine the shampoo smells yummy! I hope you start feeling better luv, those crappy moods are never any fun :/. I've never heard of that diet- it sounds interesting though! I wish you luck with it!
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