summer's coming

Thanks for all the love on my last post, it was really nice to hear that. Meg, thanks for saying you like my voice. It's one of my biggest fears that my voice sounds like a little kid and no one will like it. This is a big problem for my chosen career path. I want to be a journalist and I aim to be on NPR or another news radio station. I'm in love with the radio and it's my dream to be able to create inspiring and captivating stories over the air ways. so Meg (and everyone else who mentioned it), you really boosted my confidence. thanks :)

So on Thursday I fasted. I think I just need to feel in control again after all the binging. So I did a full on water fast, a feat with the track meet that lasted 8 hours. I felt so much better in the morning though. Friday wasn't as successful, but I don't really mind. I know that when I want to I can take control, and that is a huge comfort.

oh man, I cannot wait for another summer on the river! I live by the river and it's just the best way to spend a hot day- on the rope swing, tubing, jumping off bridges. now I just need that bikini bod... 

I hope you all have a lovely sunny saturday!
Jax