Wednesday, October 5, 2011

doubtful hearts

I had a lovely night with prep. he is a really nice guy. I just don't understand what he sees in me.
I wish I could ask without sounding 
like I'm fishing for compliments. 
or like I have zero self esteem. 
oh wait, that last one is true.
anyway
I'm doing a terrible job of losing weight. I'm maintaining 131. oh joy. I think I need another fast to kick start me again. Or I need to just follow the lovely diet I have laid out. that would work if I had an ounce of self control, I'm sure.

the gym misses me. I just need to find some time.


1 comment:

  1. I hate it when I hit a plateau
    And this may go against everyone else's opinion
    But sometimes two days of normal people eating, can help, cause our bodies shut down. It's part of being a girl and our bodies primary function to be baby makers.
    Awful as it sounds.
    Or a good juice fast.
    Home made smoothies are my godsend.

    And as for prep, I totally know that feeling. I never think I am good enough. Especially with the guy I am currently dating. I want to ask but can't.

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