Thursday, October 13, 2011

i want

bingebingebinge. clear girl, you spoke too soon.
I had fried chicken and ice cream yesterday. the madness needs to stop.
I wanted to get up early to go to the gym today, but that didn't happen. I kinda suck :P

Tonight I have a date with prep. we're going to see a movie, but I don't know which one. I really like him, and he like me (why he likes me is a good question, but not one I'm about to ask)

I want to live for God. I want to make a difference. I want to be somebody.
but I'm not brave enough
pretty enough
strong enough
focused enough

I want to be enough to accomplish all my dreams and visions. I need some self control.

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

1 comment:

  1. "why he likes me is a good question, but not one i'm about to ask"

    haha, i love you. <3 i think that exact same thing. but usually, if a guy really likes me, i can't like him. (i'm weird, i know.)

    cheer up, kay? do your best, and everything will fall into place.

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