Sunday, September 18, 2011

boat cruise

I just got back from church. I decided to end my fast early and get a mango smoothie after I got back to my college. I was shaking this morning in the shower and my heartbeat felt irregular. When the guy sitting next to me at church (more on him later) noticed my hands shaking I decided it was time to give it up. I'm not doing this to kill myself or pass out with a bunch of people staring. I'm doing this so I'm the type of girl who other people want to be. So I can not worry if a dress makes me look fat and so I can wear a bikini and feel no shame.
I was 133 this morning. but that will go up a lot after breaking my fast. I need to find a way to lose weight without putting it back on in a matter of hours.

This morning I met up for church with a guy from a technology school across town. He's studying mechanical engineering and I'm studying journalism. go figure. Anyway, we met on the boat cruise last night and really hit it off. He's a super nice guy and we have tons in common. And I'm pretty sure he likes me as much as I like him, which is completely wonderful. the only tiny issue is that he's 6'4. yeah... and I'm 5'2 so he's over a foot taller than me. That might make the logistics of kissing a little more difficult.. (lol I'm such a weirdo)
Oh I hope I get to kiss him!

He plays guitar and he's a great singer. And he's a lacrosse player who isn't a jerk. Plus, when we were talking last night he randomly interrupted me with "you've got really pretty eyes. I can't figure them out but they're beautiful." Oh my freaking gosh I am so happy about this one. We have plans for later today and a dance on Thursday night. yayy for pretty boys that make us happy :)

5 comments:

  1. Yay for the boy, baby girl!!! Hope he'll make you really happy, because you sure do deserve a guy like that! :)
    Love

    ~ Meg

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  2. aww, the boy sounds really cute! and if you werent feeling good, it's for the best you broke the fast; a mango smoothie is really healthy anyway :) xo.

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  3. Don't worry about how you're going to kiss! My last boyfriend was 6'7 which is nearly a foot taller than me and it was no problem trying to kiss him. Anyway, this boy sounds lovely. Have fun!

    xx

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  4. guitar playing singer? not jerky lacrosse player? SINCERE COMPLIMENTER?

    dingdingding! we have a winner! :3

    that's a keeper.

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  5. fuck. ive been craving a smoothie for like two weeks. :P good luck with boy, you deserve to be happy. <3

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