He played me some songs on his guitar. he has this amazing voice and he plays really well, too. all the while I was thinking, "who wrote this?" and "I wonder how much he sounds like the singer.." but then it turns out that he writes his own music. so he's basically a perfect human being. and for some reason he's interested in me. I just hope I don't disappoint.
I got home and did homework after a night feeling almost pretty and giggly and having such a crush. And then my roommates were talking about their problem areas, and I looked in the mirror and all my good attributes were gone. poof. all I could see was one big problem area. Then my one roommate, Emma, told us she used to be bulimic. I asked her how she got over it and we ended up talking about her eating disorder and my whatever I have until 4:30 in the morning.
and then we both slept through the class we have together this morning (lol)
Her knowing scares me. but I also feel like it's a good thing. I don't know. I ate cereal this morning and I'm heading to the gym in half an hour. I weigh 131 again, so up a pound. but really, things could be so much worse.
A guy who writes his own music... Gosh. They are so hard to come across. Lucky girl.
ReplyDeleteIt's good you can talk to her though and since she had an ED, she'll actually understand rather than pretending she does. x
*sigh* what a dreamboat.
ReplyDeletedon't miss too many classes either! :) and yes, things could be a lot worse than one pound. way to look on the bright side! [insert thumbs up here]
take care of yourself. <3
Awwww, yay for great crushes!! But, yes, seriously...don't miss too many classes! You don't want to turn into me!! I hope you have a great weekend!!
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