Saturday, September 10, 2011

busy but distracted

I had a dream that my mother came to visit me. I kept waking up in the morning because I was done sleeping and had had enough of it, but I kept going back to sleep so I could see her again. Each time was different, but each time we talked. I wish I had asked her questions I've always wanted answers to, but instead we just talked in general. I miss her so much.

I haven't had a dream like that in a while. the type that shakes you up and keeps your mind occupied all day. But it's made me so sad all day long.

Got a lot done yesterday and today- classes and homework, a bunch of meetings, errands, got my work study job, and got my banking ironed out. proud of myself, but also exhausted .

I went to the gym both yesterday and today. yesterday I burned 300 on the elliptical, and today I did some calisthenics and the elliptical and burned 400. I feel really good about that.
right now I really want to eat, but so far it's been a negative day and I don't want to ruin that by eating more than the 400 calories I burned.

hmm. well. I hope all of your weekends have been happier than mine.

3 comments:

  1. I want negative days!
    Well done you! Hopefully next week for me

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  2. What you did today is impressive. When I have days like that, all I want to do is curl up in bed and eat.
    Well done on having such a good day,
    xx

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  3. I'm so proud of you!! College takes a while to get adjusted to, especially with what you're going through... but you seem to be doing well. Stay busy but don't forget to have fun!!

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