pretty words

did any of y'all watch the video anonymous posted to my blog? it's the most wonderful thing I've heard in a really long time. it's in a comment on the last post, but I'll link to it here as well.

I wish I were strong enough to believe in what that video had to say. I wish I had enough faith and trust to let go of this and just live for God. If I were brave enough to die to myself and live for Him, none of this would be a fucking problem. but bravery has never been my strong suit.

so, despite the video...
I'm feeling rather fat today. So I only ate some granola. I think that'll be it until tomorrow.
I need to go to the gym tonight and get all my work done. oh boy.