on Sunday I said I was going to go to bed early. wrong! I went to bed at 3:40 in the morning. So I only got 3 hours of sleep. yay... I stayed up all night talking to this awesome guy I met on chatroulette. I love that site. I know. I'm weird and skeevy... but I do it for the men who call me beautiful. This one didn't say that though. We just talked and I sang him some of my songs and read him one of my stories. He played me some guitar and we just talked and talked about life and love, happiness and those off-days. We played truth or dare, which turned into just telling secrets. He told me about his mom who left him when he was 12. I told him about my mom and my step-mom and that whole thing. mommy issues... what a topic. We exchanged skype addresses but I don't think we're gonna talk again. one time thing, you know?
Monday I was exhausted. so no exercise. I went a bit over, 490. but not terrible. I went to bed at 6:30 in the evening.
yay for 13 hours of sleep! Woke up this morning feeling great.
breakfast- clementine
lunch- grapes
clementine
popcorn (90)
snack- crackers (150)
1 almond (5)
dinner- few bites of chicken (40)
total- 285
so good day calorie wise. 15 under today's limit :) I'm doing my new work out from seventeen tonight. I'm curious to see how difficult it will be.
thank you everyone for the lovely comments on the last post! I appreciate them so much, they really keep me going!
Lu- thanks for the sweet comment! don't worry about commenting for me, I know you have a tough life. and it's absolutely a joy to comment on your blog. it's so lovely. it really motivates me to be better. thank you thank you <3
Sunshine- ugh! 200 at a party? you are a super hero. kudos to you!
Louise- isn't joining this community great? it's like realizing there are a whole bunch of girls out there who get it. and we can all be there for each other.
Sofia- this week will be awesome for the both of us :)
we need more fruit in my house.
i go on that site too, whenever i really need someone to tell me im beautiful
ReplyDeleteand its all too easy to find a guy willing to tell me that
and there is just something about telling a stranger things that is so freeing
I keep thinking about going on there, I'm kinda scared though, I know I have no reason to be.. I just feel like it's something I need someone with me to do >.>
ReplyDeletegreat intake :)