me and you

we are who we think we are. but we can be who we dream to be

i miss being madly in love with you

goals and plans and deadlines and lists and calculating. make it go away!

in my eyes you had no flaws

I know what I want. I just don't like what lies between here and there.

i miss looking and talking and knowing

sometimes people just make me angry. and I can't help it. I'm sorry to everyone whose toes I keep stepping on. It's me this time, not you.

the way we knew it would last

looking out is so much better than looking in. the walls on the outside are ugly, and what's behind the windows is worse. but oh, the lovely view!

but i'm different now, ma jolie

Sometimes I want to hit people so hard they question their judgement of me. I just want to make contact. painful quick dirty contact.

you might have judged me to early

It's so beautiful and I don't want to share it with anyone. I want to bury it deep in my heart. and maybe sometimes get out a light to remember.

and maybe i did too