Monday, January 3, 2011

eh-heh eh-heh

"im sick. eh-heh eh-heh." "boo you whore"

^ story of my life today

crackers with cheese (+90)
chocolate... woops.. (+150)
orange juice and cookie thingers (+160)
noodles with salt (+250)

770

stayed home sick today. anna found out about my pro-ana thing.. she was mad. wish my name were anna so i could be anna pro-ana. cool eh?
only did some light yoga because i felt so sick. when i get sick i get dizzy. so 15 mins yoga was all i could handle. i'm weak, i know.
thinspo makes me sad. but i make me sadder. so i guess when i am the thinspo, when i morph into a beautiful willowy model, i will be happy.

anyway, i deleted all the blogs i was following. and i moved this blog to a different account. and then i had to search them all out and refollow them. ah the joys of joining a new community.
and if anyone ever reads this, im sorry about the terrible writing. i'm better than this usually. i have another blog that's different. it's about more than just hating myself. thinkingwritenow.blogspot.com
just dont let it slip we're the same person. if people knew, they'd hate me for this. and wonder why after all my self hatred and dieting that i still look this terrible.

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  1. sofiaJanuary 4, 2011 at 12:11 AM

    sorry for all the comments... but did you have a different blog before... or was it just following?

    <3

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  2. JaxJanuary 4, 2011 at 1:14 PM

    i have the other one- 'thinking'
    that one's more about normal things and people i know read that. this one is for me to privately vent about making myself less disgusting without them freaking out

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