Sitting in study hall by myself. lol, i'm so weird. who blogs at school? only loser me....
but anyway
the reason why i'm posting. there is this group of girls in study hall who are all GORGEOUS. they have perfect clothes and hair and are beautiful. and they are thinthinthinthinthin. it's all cheek bones and angles. sighhh
I don't even think they realize that I'm sitting only a table away. fat girls are invisible.
at least i've only eaten grapefruit and half a clementine today. and those don't even count (yessss!) saving my 300 for dinner so I can have some milk. we'll see just how stong i can be
and maybe someday they'll see me.
You're not a loser for blogging at school! I blog at school & work all the time :D. Better than blogging at home when you don't want people to find out! I bet people notice you! You probably don't realize they notice you! All the fruit sounds delicious! The fruit in my house in non-existant at the moment because we can't go grocery shopping until the first of the month :/. I can't stand those perfect skinny girls who seem to have everything they want...but to quote Tolkien, "All that glitters is not gold."
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Oh, Jackie, love, believe me, you're not invisible... we think we're so non-existent to the skinny-pretty-cheekbone-y ones, but they're too scared of us becoming like them, even more beautiful than themselves that they just can't keep themselves from secretly talking about us!
ReplyDeleteMmmm, fruit day! Don't you just adore the negative calorie foods?
Lots of love! And, if you stay as strong as you've been, you'll soon be one of them. I know :)
Lu.
Very nice :)
ReplyDeleteI too blog in school when I get the chance. And at work.
Dude I wish I could blog in class but I'm always afraid that someone sitting behind me will see. I'm very secretive. But "fat girls are invisible" really hit me. Explains a lot about my life.
ReplyDeleteyou are so strong, of course they will see you... soon enough!
ReplyDeletecongrats on a good day. <3
stay lovely. <3